The shittyness called insomnia
Oh brain, why do you treat me this way, there should be a better way to punish me than to just take away my need of sleep. Sometimes I think I would be better off with being punched in the boob or being kicked in the vagina, but nooooooo… That wouldn’t be good enough, sleep is a more important need, why not just take it? Well brain, fuck you, I’m showing you the middle finger and taking control back, see how much you can resist some unisom and valerian root tea. Yeah, I’m whipping out the TEA asshole,>:( now let’s see who wins this battle of who is in control here huh!?( ok I’m worried cause it seems like I’m speaking to myself of myself, something’s not right here). Ha! A sneak attack, trying to MAKE me believe I’m crazy when I’m not, oldest trick in the book. Wait a minute o.O What if you’re trying to convince me that I’m not crazy when I am and you want me to believe I am crazy when I’m not therefore making the cycle of trickiness complete? :O HA! You can’t fool me, I’m the Juggernaut bitch!! Wait, what? Why am I talking about an internet meme from 5 yrs ago?O.o Ohhhh I know what’s going on, there is no other explanation so it definitely had to be aliens, history channel gets it right AGAIN! Man, Uhhhh I’m not in the right here. Brain 1 - Carla 0
Ha! Some more complaining about food, sleep and procrastination
I lost 2 pounds this week. Beat THAT you stupid NON-DIET FOODs and your douchy, high fat, buttery, delicious , high-cholesterol, scrumptious, destroyer-of-all-that-is-healthy self. >.<
On a side note, I think I might never eat Panda Express again, I ALWAYS get sick after I eat their food. My stomach hates chicken I guess. I would love me some crab rangoons with Sweet & Sour sauce though… YUM O.O…. gwad damn… My brain is a major prick. >=/ Tantalizing me with all that breaded, fried, sweet, seafoody goodness.
In other news, I haven’t been able to sleep in like 5 days. Seriously, the insomnia has hit me like a freight train and I only sleep like 3 hours every night. I have a headache the size of bulldozer and every second that goes by feels like my own head is imploding unto itself. Concentrating has been difficult but I still manage to kick some ass on Black Ops.
So I downloaded the Socom 4 beta and haven’t played it yet. I’m afraid if I do, I’ll shut myself in and won’t come out of my apartment for like a month. Have I mentioned that I kick ass on Socom/ Black Ops? Well I do, and also get incredibly popular when I play any FPS or Military game; all these guys flirting and saying stupid come-ons. I think it happens because I have Female reproductive organs(you know… like a uterus and a VAGINA) and play a military game in which the sale targets are post-pubescent, singles or married guys that hate their daily lives. I find it fascinating actually, the whole guys-going-crazy-for-a-girl-that-somehow-manages-to-like-things-they-do; but in all seriousness… I just like the attention, lol. Oh and the fact that I own them on their own game. :)
Apart from that, I start working on moving to my own apartment this weekend. MEH… I mean I love that I got my own place but I ABSOLUTELY HATE moving. I hate all the work that has to go into it… waking up EARLY on weekends, sweating, painting, cleaning, its like a BIG punishment just because I bought it. Like the damn place is making me feel miserable of moving out of my tiny studio. Seriously, its bullcrap. Everytime we have to do something, the BF get up and is ready for work. I, on the other hand, is sleeping and dreading to wake up and work on my day off. I constantly try to push it for another day, and another day and then… some other day in which hopefully never takes place and shit just moves by itself all the way to my new home. Why can life work that way?! I mean, I have a serious disease, its called involuntary procrastination. Like I don’t want to leave shit for tomorrow but my brain thinks differently and somehow manages to waste TIME. Like seriously, this is my life:
Ahhh well, no can do, I have to do everything that I’m supposed to do, but just so you’ll know… I’m doing this against my WILL OF LIVING IN PEACE AND LAZYNESS. Ok, now to take a shower and maybe get some sleep. If I can’t sleep, I’ll play Black Ops until I get tired and hopefully pass out in total ZOMBIE MODE. Night Owl indeed.